Deeply Feeling InsidE oF me,

I was believe in Love once, but I don't Know, I never Know When Exactly that I Feel Love Is Suck !
Sorry For People who In Falling in Love, its just Dark Side Of my story , no Offense, For some peoples, may be Have The same Feeling With me, Is OK With that. I was Wondering TO Many people, do u ever Have question to ur Self About if u Love Someone, Do u Will DO everything for them ??Anything for them Right??? i think some of u will Answer Yes, Or Maybe No, I don't Know, Just ur self that only know the Answer. but Do u ever Imagine, that Love Can also ruined yer Life???what kind of Life???do u ??? I Do. I almost never know what m trying to say is right or wrong, that u feel Like yer Life isn't worth it for doing that things??

i just caught the story from One friends of mine. ...

I really Love Him, She Said...Shes DO. Nothing wrong with that, i think, its a Natural feeling comes from every people. Shes feeling safely. that man can make her fly away, feels like he love hers much..Like u found A real Love I Guess. But when Love turn out become wrong ?? became so complicated to understand, Love is very complicated i f u think about it. yeah when he doesn't feel the same feeling as u, i guess, when everything goes wrong, and u cant make yer self handle it that things, yer life became ruined, i think its not the meaning of Love is. U cant handle everything that u feel guys. Is not exactly right, when he starting to hurt yer feeling , break yer heart down, its not that what u want, u want to be loved, and u just want to loving people, that's it, not to be hurt guys, but some people always try to make everything's alright, its not a big problem yer think, its not a big deal to face it, but in fact i f u really - really love someone its really hard to do u know, I feel It, know it because that m living for for several years i guess .

Apparently For the first time Shes think shes knew or might be thought and even Worst i say, shes felt that his the one that god send to her. to heal her pain from her past. but as far shes know, exactly i think shes even know what the MR Right Has the Same Feeling as her. H just told her that he Loves Her so Much, but in fact, is not. He became a Different person from what she knows, he said;; i usually say word love everyday to his x-gf " but why not to her ??that is unfair, i can tell u he not love u, he is not worth to u to fight for,

she been living in her own world, he never told her that he loves her, that he miss her, and from i know, she always does. i think she never know or she doesn't want to know, or she hate to know.

why its being so hard to understand, why its being so hard to love someone ???that my questions.. actually so many questions that already running in my head, and i need the answer, but till now, i never had one.

sometimes WE know the reason behinds everything that happen to our live, but the worst is we don't want to think of it, do u know wat really we do then???we just denied everything that related to, we deny the facts even in front our face, we deny about the truth, we deny everything we can do, or we dont even care anymore about going to happen.

sometimes we feel that they just trying to make a bad condition, just trying yer very hard, push yer very badly, its like they want take yer breath away from yer body, and we think that they did very perfectly, and only one think in our head, we thanks to God, which is give u a chance to Love someone, which u happy with, that god send u someone while u feeling desperately in Love and also God has give u a thousand reason to move on. or u hate Everything happens to u .

as I know, God always work in very mysterious ways, we don't know, Wat, where, when,who, and how the things will happen, or maybe God Has pain to Us, or Maybe God Will send us again someone who will heal our pain, to make it better our life's. until that time come true i personally wanna say : " i Will Always love someone that God send to Me, I just wanna say Thank U for Everything u Done to Me, Thank u for bring Joy to My Life, My Life become Colorful Coz of u, Thanks U for loving Me, For taking Care Of Me, Thank u Always stand by my side, and I will never Let U go Hun, because am already Fell In Love With u. . "

But If I let u go?????? I WILL NEVER KNOW...